brain


68 you are asked to step forward

i don’t know who you are or why so rooted in my internal affairs

how so rooted in my internal affairs but

i am going to call you out in many ways until you like one enough to come forward

who are you

yeah yeah i am you doesn’t make the most senseful sense after you nearly had me decapitated by my brain

stop making us think and ask questions and step into the arena you fucking bitch ass ugly ass coward ass bum ass bitch fuck shit stupid dumb idiot

okay i’m scared

i’m sorry for antagonizing you this wasn’t very maximus decimus meridius like

i guess my wish to be stupid and have my brain decapitated is kind of granted huh

i digress i digress

fuuuuuuuuuck im so stupid

hello me! how are you?

i’m fine i, how are you?

i’m fine i, i’m just chilling. are you thinking i?

no i, what the fuck would i be thinking about?

woah hol up there i, why so aggressive?

fuck you i! you miserable piece of shit

all this aggression and profanity is kinda cute if you don’t hate yourself babe

GIVE ME A KISS THEN I

hit me

BOOM

harder

BOOOM

call me bad names

i’m done for tonight only i can talk to me like this if you dare try imma hurt u fuck yall too yes u reader this is not my dialogue with myself or anything this is towards outer world

you know what reader that motherfucker can’t talk to me like that too

yeah he cant




67 i’m going to fight you till we stop and fuck

i’m going to fuck you till we stop and fuck

i’m going to fight you till we fuck before i’m going to fuck you till we stop and fuck

fuck you my brain

fuck me my brain

fuck you my brain

fuck me my brain

fuck you my brain

fuck me my brain

no my brain fuck you

damn wait

why they’re all towards my brain

OKAY WHO THE FUCK IS TALKING

whoever’s talking is trying to pit me against me and my brain

FUCK YOU WHOEVER YOU ARE




65 i can’t handle my brain

and my brain can’t handle all the neurons firing up

yet it doesn’t die

it functions so well it malfunctions cause what the fuck

like stop don’t see everything at once don’t pick up on all that’s on the ground

why pick up the carpet god walked on to study mimic and copy him

just shit on it

please stop

just be stupid

not in a drooling way and not in a way that your existence makes others’ existence shitty but

man i need to do my brain a favor and keep it from everyone and everything and die alone