i’m sad in my happiness but if i were a dad i wouldn’t be so bad nor i wouldn’t be so sad cause then my child will remember me as a sad dad i had a sad dad shit wasn’t all that great i often think he is the reason for all

how i love saying fuck you how easy it is to fuck

how easy it is to get naked before the light

expose my ugly body and soul to it light has no eyes to talk

no eyes to judge

no way to find me funny

light just is and i am not

a naked bearer of an apple

my name cursed by the tree beheld

be gone before you get beheaded

how easy death is and how i cling to it in it they said i live but

sure my life is of a meaningful one but

it doesn’t mean shit to me