we need to talk about zoe
what happened to zoe
she was taking a shower with the washing machine as she heard a giraffe screaming her to do leaving her dumbfounded
she asked whether the sounds were in her head or outside of it questioning what would be less scary
she deemed it was the head that she feared more
why would there be a giraffe telling her to do
does she not do enough?
does she do so little that a fucking giraffe that’s not even supposed to speak let alone have a wish to ascend
does she wish to ascend
she heard car noises
again dumbfounded as she was taking a shower and there were sounds of water and washing machine how could she have heard car noises?
was the engine sounds also in her head?
was it from the previous day where she beared no power to choose what sounds would echo her brain?
also how conscious she were choosing the sounds of the washing machine and the water?
did she choose to hear the sound of such ridicule things?
she must have liked the sound of water
she heard a giraffe telling her to do
helloooo
a giraffe from the nature
with waterfalls and shit
but again the sound of water coming from the washing machine is more like a car engine than a waterfall
and water dripping down to her body
well faucet makes an irritable noise
what was up with zoe
what the fuck is going on with zoe
we need to talk about zoe
is she in a love-hate relationship with water?
or does she hate poorly designed things?
like a faucet masking the pure waterfally sound of water by producing hissing sounds
no one likes spiders
i mean people dread spiders
even before they hear it hisssss
is the giraffe inside zoe’s head telling her to break the faucet?
does zoe know after the faucet there is a lot more to destroy?
giraffe clearly said do
it’s up to zoe to dictate what
but faucet hisses
and the washing machine spins
giraffes fight by spinning and throwing their heads at things they dont like
washing machine spins the car exhaust reaked dirty clothes of zoe
does giraffe know how much there is to do?
zoe should forget all about it and keep peeling the pipe smoke car produce glued to her skin on a day to day basis if she needs this dirtiness of her skin
as the giraffe does not know there is the dirtiness of all the lives poorly lived just one layer above in zoe’s skin left as a family heirloom from her father
his father
his father
his father
and his father
zoe should fuck
zoe should fuck
soulful fuck
there are paralyzed parts of zoe
due to not feeling
and feeling too much
zoe needs to be touched by king midas
zoe needs to be invited
zoe needs to see
a remedy for a broken soul
is mending another soul
where she’ll know
if others are good
zoe’s good
if zoe wants to see
whether she has a soul or not
she should try fucking one
to see if shes worth it
to see if she actually has a soul
and she is not some
soulless zoe
but soulful zoe
zoe’s soul